era: columbus

laurens friends: cocaine

we went over to his place, dont remember the name, guy from iraq, liked comic books, lived upstairs with a few of his friends, nearby the ... open mic place we used to play at, lauren wanted to get some speed, we got some used it then i went home

i wrote a few songs with it, i dont remember which, but it was alot, ah yes, it was back when i was doing alot of the more darker depressing keyboard things, and those things were kinda righ taround the time vivek had passed away, and i wrote about twelve of them,

i think lauren and i had had a conversation abotu her wanting to get off drugs, i think i was outside her friends place and i had told her that i lvoed her, she told me i only thought i did, and that i really didnt

i wrote this song one of the twelve or so that night for her about saving herself keeping herself clean and alive because i loved her and liked her around